should i

feel guilty that he's coming here on monday?

happy 100th post of 2011

Yay. One hundred down and only halfway through the year.

I remember in kindergarten when we celebrated the 100th day of school. We came in, and she had a big 100 in the door frame and we all walked through the zeros. We all got to bring in one hundred things of one item. And I brought buttons. I wore my overalls that day. I don't know why I remember any of this, but I do. We counted to 100 so many times that day. It was a good time.


I think.

you know what,

your life sucks, or so you think.
maybe God is trying to teach you something.
but while your busy bitchin' and seeing the worst, you're missing everything.

i love you to death.
i wish you would take your mind out from hiding, put your ego away for awhile and relearn thankfulness.
somewhere along the way, that disappeared.
back when I met you, that was one of your biggest qualities.
and seriously, where has it gone?

last thing, i hope you don't let things go on unfixed.
i love you too much to let you drift.
and you know that.

come back soon to the way you were.
:(

if you know kevin lewis, this is hilarious of him.

“But her butt was just jiggling up and down, and the way her pants always fit, and then when she stopped it kept going for a second…

…’Swhat I do like 95% of band class.”